Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy Christmas!! Merry New Year!!!

Hi all!
time files!!!!! this year seems to pass quite fast.. hmm... should say the 2nd half of the year seems to pass quite fast! at certain pt of time.. i still tot it was going very slow.. haa.. many changes this year for me..

no.1) i changed job.. yes again.. for a person who dun like changes to the environment.. i had changed quite a number of job.. and is huge changes.. i dun realli know wat made mi took the step.. well, i hope is for the good.. still in the mist of figuring that out.

no.2) i started regular performing again.. went audition at aqh, and i'm glad that i went thru the audition.. without much help.. i did it on my own! (i meant human help, of cos God helped me!!) that kinda helped to build abit of my confidence.... haa.. at least i know i'm good eunf to pass the audition .. cos when i was previously performing at ark.. i didn't really went thru formal audition eh. haa..

no.3) i joined a rock band!!! waahaahahaha.. it is a miracle that we are formed! haa.. no joke.. i couldn't see how.. and why.. when, what happen!? it just happened!!.. we are from all walks of life.. different characters.. and yet everybody seems ok with everybody.. everybody is committed.. we had fun playing music.. supper.. crapping.. we are having some plans for 2008.. hope for the best ba.. =P

speaking of the band.. very happy that our series of performance this month hav good feedbacks!! especially last sat perf.. i didn't tot we did very well, cos can spot mistakes everywhere.. but! the feedback i heard.. was not wat i expected! had some messages online saying they like our perf.. some say we are the most polished band that night.. =D happy.. well, that doesn't not mean we can relax man.. if ppl like our perf, they will hav high expectation of our next one.. strive for no mistakes!! haa
catch us at youtube!

working.. is kinda hectic.. may not seems hectic to some.. cos all are small matters.. but when they add up! u can't imagine.. plus there is always small small things adding up now and then.. randomly.. voices everywhere.. telling u to do this first... no, do that first.. no! do this first! argh... praying to God to help me to know how to organise things better in the new year!

Happy New Year everyone! Cheers for all!

Thursday, December 20, 2007

a doctor one day.. keeps the money away... lol

didn't know the medical fees is so ex nowadays!!!
i haven seen a doc for a very long time.. since.. i stop my engineering job..
plus.. i used to hav subsidization from the previous company.. and only need to pay $5 per visit..
so... i didn't know its so ex!.. haa.. i asked the nurse to repeat the fees twice.. cos i couldn't believe my ears.. haa
well, but the $$ spent is not avoidable.. cos i'm coughing is getting bad.. hurting my throat also.. diao..
next time.. i think i have to go to the polyclinic liao.. which means.. i need to prepare 2hrs waiting time.. -_-

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Can't talk!!

i'm having a bad.. very bad sore throat!!!.. yes again!! diao
jialat.. tml got gig eh.. cannot he ying liao... praying hard..
pray for mi!!!! Thanks..!!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

.......=X

irritated.....
一个人的忍耐是有限的.....

how many times do u want to complaint?
how many times do u want me to say the same things to u?

haiz.. so many words in my brain i wanted to say.. but..
i think its kinda too hash..
nice words? i've said eunf..
some ppl can take it the "hard" way.. some ppl can't..
well.... i think u can't... so... =X

2 words..
wake up!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

crop failure ; our journey

I was so stressed up.. a few days b4.. shall not talk abt it here.. well, God "spoke" to me.. feeling much better..
this is taken from the "daily bread" : our journey

Read: Galatians 6:2-10:
"2Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. 3If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself. 4Each one should test his own actions. Then he can take pride in himself, without comparing himself to somebody else, 5for each one should carry his own load. 6Anyone who receives instruction in the word must share all good things with his instructor.
7Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. 8The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature[a]will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. 9Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. 10Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers."


Wouldn't life be a lot easier if you could blame everything bad that happens on someone or something other than yourself? It's my parents' fault, it's my past, my boss, my circumstances, my temperament, or.. whatever. Scripture is perfectly clear on how these consequences shake out: "Do not be deceived... whatever one sows, that will he also reap" (Galatians6:7)

Whatever you plant, that's what you'll harvest. This sowing and reaping principle comes from life on the farm. The farmer reaps what he has sown. Seasons of planting and watering and weeding turn into seasons of harvest.
So what have you been planting? What seeds have you sown in you marriage, in you kids, in your finances, in your walk with God? Will they bear good fruit? Just remember, if you plant corn, wheat isn't going to come up. Whatever has been planted is what will be harvested. As hard as it is to accept, the good or bad crops spring from the choices you have made.
I am very aware of the weight of that principle. Please don't think that this word is coming from a perfect heart- it isn't. I've learned, often the hard way. that my own rationalization, excuse making, and blaming others keep me in bondage. When i admit in total honesty, "This is the consequence of something i've done, things i've said, priorities i've pursued, choices i've made, this harvest is from a seed i planted" -- only then do i begin to experience God's grace. This is truth that sets me free.

So, what do i do now if i've already planted some bad crops in the ground? Well, that's the thing about farming: You can't do anything about what's already planted. Ask God for the grace and wisdom to redeem the consequences of foolish decisions. Begin today to make it your pattern to put good seeds in the ground. Then you can anticipate a better harvest in the months ahead. --- James MacDonld

reponding: What makes the difference in what i plant? How do i intentionally choose the right seed?
following: The fruit of you harvest depends on the seeds you plant.