random tots

suddenly hav the urge to get my tots into words..
but as usual, my angmo is quite bad lah.. there will definely be alot of grammer, vocab, even spelling mistake all over.. eh..
hav u had a sudden rush of saddness before?.. u'll juz suddenly feel like crying.. i hav... sometimes i realli dunno why... or maybe i know why but i chose not to acknowlage it... confusing?.. hmm i guess this always happens to gals who like to think too much.. haiz.. i heard abt the 5 love languagues from han (he heard it from church, i didn't attend tat session.. =P).. according to myself.. i think i fall under the category of inbetween, "quality time" and "words of affirmation".. we haven been spending quality time together for sometime and i feel quite upsad abt.. we do talk on the phone for quite long.. realli long.. but i still feel sad.. argh... our schdu totally crash.. haiz..
sometimes when i do some stuffs at work, church or home.. i hav this weird feeling if ppl dun take notice of wat i did... hmm.. yeh i know they say "its not wat the ppl see tat is important is wat God see that is important".. totally agree.. but then i'm juz being truthful lah... maybe i should take some quiz to find out which one do i realli belong to... hmm.. i found this webby abt this..
http://www.fivelovelanguages.com/
of cos, learning the 5 love languages is important as well..

i haven been very truthful to everybody.. or even myself.. hmm.. some ppl who know mi from young knows abt it.. but not my new or old colleagues, bosses, new friends i know, etc..
well, i hav some talking problem... i'm not sure wat they call it... if you'v been noticing how i talk u'll know wat i mean.... i guess i'm not realli a quiet person.. i chose not to talk.. cos i'm afraid of showing my weakness.. sadly, now it has become a habit of mine to be quiet.. i hope to change this.. pray for me.
i'm trying.. tats why i swtiched to doing sales.. or u can say i'm trying to forget that i hav this problem! well, the problem still comes back now and then.. i realli dunno why.. haiz.. maybe i haven try hard eunf..
a young chap came into the shop when i was working, he has the same problem as me, kinda even more serious.. he reminded me of me.. he reminded me that i'm still trying.. i can't give up... even thou he hav the talking barrier, he still tried to ask mi quite a lot of questions abt the products.. if its for mi at his age.. i will juz walk off without asking..
this is a very complicated thingy.. some ppl say i dun hav this problem at all.. cos its all in the head.. "you can overcome this!" then, some ppl say its inborn... i realli dunno man... watever it is...
pls pls, dun give a weird eye when u see ppl trying hard to get words out of their mouth.. they are normal ppl..!! be thankful that u can talk well...

Mika - Grace Kelly

mi sis juz brought this new singer's album.. very nice!
if you like listening to Queen, Freddy Mercury...
you'll like this singer, Mika..
I Like!.. haa

acoustic version.. nicely done!!

Li Jie... Classical Guitar Virtuoso!!

whoever thinks that a gal can't play the guitar.. look... haa..
she's amazing.. Li Jie started learning the guitar at 11, this video was filmed when she was 14.. she 25 this year!
she was told by her teacher that her hands were too small to play the classical guitar.... o_O ...
she must have practice everyday then.. =P
theres more of her videos at youtube..

Sunburst

Capricho (Caprice) No. 24 Paganini Guitar

Thank God..!

Thank God! Jesus is alive!! Happy Easter!
Thank God! Jieying is baptise today! after much prayer.. internal struggles.. stress.. she finally decided to get baptise.. i know tat it not a easy road for her to go thru.. but i believe that God will give her the strenght she needs.. take courage!! =)
Thank God! everything went well on the events on the day after Good Friday and Easter morning! sat event was quite stressful for me, cos i was asked to play the percussion... -_-! which is not wat i always do... well, thank God that its all over! haa.. actually i wasn't feeling well tat day.. was worried abt the event on sun.. cos if i fall sick there'll be one less alto.. which cannot happen! cos alto section has very limited ppl liao! thank God that mi mum is selling those supplements (eh.. not trying to sell, but it realli help mi.. haa).. it help mi got better the next day.. of cos they are not "xian dan" ah... they juz help to boost the immune system ya.. =) thank God that nobody fainted or somethin.. haa.. cos the choir hav to stand there for like.. 1hr plus??.. very tedious for the body and the arm (to hold the book)!
Thank God! i went thru the audition..! the results was quite shockin for mi.. i tot the other gal will go thru.. cos i tot she did quite well that day.. hmm.. anyway, stay tune for my performance... hope everythin will go well then.. still under probation.. =)

Free Hugs Campaign..

u'll see this if u tune-in to the tv-mobile on the buses..
if u haven seen this or haven broad on a bus with tv-mobile.. heres for you.. it all started with a man from sydney.. its rather touching for me.. *-*

Free Hugs Campaign

Free Hugs Singapore...

Hug someone today.. haa =P