packed

i'm super packed this week... or this few wks..
involved in the renci vege food viesta performance on the 8th to 10th june..
and becos i'm going to church camp on the 31may to 2june.. and having performance on the 27 and 28may
i hav to arrange practice session with various grps this wk... plus.. i hav to prepare teaching materials.. hav to work.. prepare some syllabus for sch.. and! i should be going for an audition at china one soon.. hav to prepare for that also... argh..
its so late now.. i'm still doing the teaching materials for tml... -_-..
then then.. i'll be going over to echo to work during june.. so many things going on!

well, during my daily bread (i'm reading "our journey") on one of the days.. the Lord spoke to mi...
(read matthew 6:31-34) the message summarize tat we are sometimes overloaded, overextended, overcommitted and overblown.. We need to "clean out the garage", which is the matter of priorities. Its saying "no" to very good things, so you can say "yes" to better things...the last sentence(question) on the page hit me.. "Are you doing the right stuffs?"..

hmm.. i realli need to clear the clutter... pray for mi to learn to say "no" to some stuffs... and to know who to ask to help mi figure out what's clutter and what's not.. pray tat i must find time to read the bible and pray.. hav to get my priorities right..

Better Together

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

virus..

haven been updating... i was sick..
had a very bad fever.. plus flu.. now plus cough.. ya.. they come in a package..
its been a very long time since i had fever.. a few years perhaps..
and this time is kinda serious.. i was like lying in bed for the whole day..
at the moment the fever is gone.. but the flu and cough are still ard.. plus headache...
my forehead, the part at the left-eyebrow.. is killing me..
i guess thats due to the too much "blowing" of my nose eh...
plus the things i'm "blowing" out is.... gross.....
argh..... hope to get better soon...

random tots

suddenly hav the urge to get my tots into words..
but as usual, my angmo is quite bad lah.. there will definely be alot of grammer, vocab, even spelling mistake all over.. eh..
hav u had a sudden rush of saddness before?.. u'll juz suddenly feel like crying.. i hav... sometimes i realli dunno why... or maybe i know why but i chose not to acknowlage it... confusing?.. hmm i guess this always happens to gals who like to think too much.. haiz.. i heard abt the 5 love languagues from han (he heard it from church, i didn't attend tat session.. =P).. according to myself.. i think i fall under the category of inbetween, "quality time" and "words of affirmation".. we haven been spending quality time together for sometime and i feel quite upsad abt.. we do talk on the phone for quite long.. realli long.. but i still feel sad.. argh... our schdu totally crash.. haiz..
sometimes when i do some stuffs at work, church or home.. i hav this weird feeling if ppl dun take notice of wat i did... hmm.. yeh i know they say "its not wat the ppl see tat is important is wat God see that is important".. totally agree.. but then i'm juz being truthful lah... maybe i should take some quiz to find out which one do i realli belong to... hmm.. i found this webby abt this..
http://www.fivelovelanguages.com/
of cos, learning the 5 love languages is important as well..

i haven been very truthful to everybody.. or even myself.. hmm.. some ppl who know mi from young knows abt it.. but not my new or old colleagues, bosses, new friends i know, etc..
well, i hav some talking problem... i'm not sure wat they call it... if you'v been noticing how i talk u'll know wat i mean.... i guess i'm not realli a quiet person.. i chose not to talk.. cos i'm afraid of showing my weakness.. sadly, now it has become a habit of mine to be quiet.. i hope to change this.. pray for me.
i'm trying.. tats why i swtiched to doing sales.. or u can say i'm trying to forget that i hav this problem! well, the problem still comes back now and then.. i realli dunno why.. haiz.. maybe i haven try hard eunf..
a young chap came into the shop when i was working, he has the same problem as me, kinda even more serious.. he reminded me of me.. he reminded me that i'm still trying.. i can't give up... even thou he hav the talking barrier, he still tried to ask mi quite a lot of questions abt the products.. if its for mi at his age.. i will juz walk off without asking..
this is a very complicated thingy.. some ppl say i dun hav this problem at all.. cos its all in the head.. "you can overcome this!" then, some ppl say its inborn... i realli dunno man... watever it is...
pls pls, dun give a weird eye when u see ppl trying hard to get words out of their mouth.. they are normal ppl..!! be thankful that u can talk well...

Mika - Grace Kelly

mi sis juz brought this new singer's album.. very nice!
if you like listening to Queen, Freddy Mercury...
you'll like this singer, Mika..
I Like!.. haa

acoustic version.. nicely done!!

Li Jie... Classical Guitar Virtuoso!!

whoever thinks that a gal can't play the guitar.. look... haa..
she's amazing.. Li Jie started learning the guitar at 11, this video was filmed when she was 14.. she 25 this year!
she was told by her teacher that her hands were too small to play the classical guitar.... o_O ...
she must have practice everyday then.. =P
theres more of her videos at youtube..

Sunburst

Capricho (Caprice) No. 24 Paganini Guitar

Thank God..!

Thank God! Jesus is alive!! Happy Easter!
Thank God! Jieying is baptise today! after much prayer.. internal struggles.. stress.. she finally decided to get baptise.. i know tat it not a easy road for her to go thru.. but i believe that God will give her the strenght she needs.. take courage!! =)
Thank God! everything went well on the events on the day after Good Friday and Easter morning! sat event was quite stressful for me, cos i was asked to play the percussion... -_-! which is not wat i always do... well, thank God that its all over! haa.. actually i wasn't feeling well tat day.. was worried abt the event on sun.. cos if i fall sick there'll be one less alto.. which cannot happen! cos alto section has very limited ppl liao! thank God that mi mum is selling those supplements (eh.. not trying to sell, but it realli help mi.. haa).. it help mi got better the next day.. of cos they are not "xian dan" ah... they juz help to boost the immune system ya.. =) thank God that nobody fainted or somethin.. haa.. cos the choir hav to stand there for like.. 1hr plus??.. very tedious for the body and the arm (to hold the book)!
Thank God! i went thru the audition..! the results was quite shockin for mi.. i tot the other gal will go thru.. cos i tot she did quite well that day.. hmm.. anyway, stay tune for my performance... hope everythin will go well then.. still under probation.. =)