shout to the lord

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totally agree with the saying.. the people who you love the most will hurt you the most..

it may be a small matter.. some words just came out your mouth without you knowing...
do you know that its very hurtful??
i know u are in a bad mood.. i want to be understanding.. listening to you and everythin.. and what did i get? ur attitude? realli pissed off just now.. and the things u said kept rewinding itself in the mind.. thanks for reminding me how stressful i am...or i am suppose to be.. upset... argh..
sorry if i spoil anybody's mood here.. realli need to vent some thoughts or else i'm going bonkers..
well, just a reminder to everyone.. be careful what u say to your love ones.. be it ur best friend, ur bf, gf, ur family... it can be hurtful without u knowing it....

=D thanks!

hey... very big big THANKS!! to all the friends who came down and support us!!!
namely! Weisiong, Joshua and friends.. Jieying, Adeline.. Wendy, Jeffrey, Edmund, Minhui, Simon and Caleb.. All Sean's friends!! Sandy, Patricia, Meiling helping out with the sale of cds and videoing! And all the fellow performing musician!!
Thanks for all the shouting, cheering and of cos the banner! (thanks caleb and minhui! )!!! haa.. if not for those.. i dun think we can pull it through man... haa.. i would say our performance yesterday night was not our best.. lots and lots of home for improvement..
thanks for all the friends who did not come down but is always supporting us also!!
stay tuned to our webby for online purchase of our single.. =P

cheers~

finally..

long long nights.. recording.. mixing.. practices.. all the help from all our friends (thank you all!!).. finally... the product!!!

so sleepy now!! still need to do some last min work tml.. haa.. looking forward to the gig later! cya there!

Tscc youth camp 2008 - pulau ubin

been "out of" Singapore over the weekends and monday.. finally back.. yeh!
Thank God everything went thru smoothly.. in spite of the rain..
we know that some things are not according to what the organizer planned.. but, the programs went on well in the end! i'm sure the youth had learn a lesson or two. =)

I admit that i was very doubtful abt about my brother's safety for this trip in the beginning.. as in my previous experience, ubin isn't a very "safe" place.. esp for my brother's situation... in my mind, i disagree with him attending this camp.. ok.. ya we are sometimes too protective... hmmm.. we came up with come idea that maybe we can bring him home earlier, not needing to complete the whole 3 days.. but then, deacon yangkeng reminded us.. that if we do that, it'll not be very healthy for this mentality while growing up.. yes, totally agree... then plus think james really wanted to go for this camp.. why stop him.. moreover, our timings seems planned for... mi sis can go over sat morning.. then i can join them later, and my off days are mondays.. so i can stay to look after..
Thank you for all your prayers, i know there are ppl out there praying for james, praying for the camp also.. Thank you brothers and sisters in Christ, in one way or another looking after him. Thank God for listening to our prayers. yup, God's grace is always sufficient!

I've learned to have more faith in God, instead of depending only on human intelligent..
"now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us." Ephesians 4:8

more to add.... my thighs are aching like mad now!!!!.. ahhh... 3 days of long cycling!.. ah!!! ya loh.. i have to exercise more loh.. but i doubt so i will... haa
Thank God that i have manage the 3 days also! with my this kind of "always dun exercise, lazy body".. its simply amazing to have manage the cyclings!!

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suddenly feel very down..
seems like all my family members are not supportive of what i do...
did i really make the wrong decision?
haiz... God. please tell me what to do...

update

haa.. been receiving complains that i've not been updated my blog.. eh.. no lah.. where got abandon the blog.. just not been updating for... a month?
dunno why it seems like a very long time from the last post.. actually its just a month or two.. hmm.. alot of happenings during these times eh.. !
went to HK 3rd wk of Jan.. very nice.. as u've heard me say.. everything is nice to eat!! hee.. first time experiencing the cold weather at hk.. really quite cold ah.. very gd break from the stressful reality.. needed quite some time then to adjust back to real life! its just been a month.. i'm missing the relaxing trip already.. why are there no "yu dan" and "jui pei" (canto) here selling in sg?? haa
i found this candid photo in my hp.. wahahahaa.. taken in hk in the middle of the night when we went downstairs to 7 eleven to buy tibits!

with the flasher.. haaa

dunno why we look drunk.. haa

star shot! (can u spot my hands???)

taken at the peak!

then when CNY is near.. was busy spring cleaning mi room.. cos mi sis wanna change the furniture of the room.. now its a brand new look! after arranging the cds we have... realize we have quite a number of cds man! most of the are old cds... hee..

the new double decker bed..
new cd rack

new cupboard, with more cds, vcds!

to be continue....... =P